Throwback Bina Insan Guru (BIG)

It was a long time ago, 6 October 2013. It was the first event I handled by myself with other main committees. I just a secretary, but I became everything. I took part as the treasurer, transportation committee, external relation committee and many more. Thanks Miss Foo, for giving me the opportunity to learn something new and I know I will never be good enough :( Thanks to Chairman for always guiding and helping me. I'm not perfect and always did mistakes. Thanks and sorry everyone. :')

Emotionless~~

Before everything happen

I keep reminding myself again and again

'don't expect too much'

'expect less'

but deep down in my heart

i put a higher expectation

and

Laslty...

i'm upset

dissapointed

frust

tension

totally sad

Yes, i'm having a mental breakdown 

p/s: Alhamdulillah, dh siap literature, many more assignments are coming :(

      

HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY!

16 Mei minggu lepas, Kolej aku sambut Hari Guru. Why? Ramai yang tanya aku, perlu ke sambut? Kami dekat u x sambut pon. Kakak aku plak kata, 'ko bukannya cikgu lagi, kenapa nak sambut?

Why?

Because I'm a future teacher. Yes, I will be a teacher in 4 years from now. Setiap tahun, kolej aku sambut Hari Guru sebab kami as a teacher in future will celebrate it and this day will be such a meaningful day for us, TEACHERS. :)

Tema Hari Guru kolej aku tahun ni, BACK TO 60'S. So, kami diminta diminta memakai baju yang bersesuaian dengan temanya. Means like retro something. Kami sambut 2 hari. Hari rabu, 15 Mei, kami adakan sukaneka and 16 Mei sambutan Hari guru plus performance from the students as well as the lecturers. And guess what, lecturers aku yang garang2 lam kelas tu, sumenya sporting2 when it comes to games and performances. Love them much! Besides, kelas aku punya performance ialah choir. Setiap malam kteorang practice. And when it comes to the day, ada lagi perubahan kteorang buat dari segi susunan. hmmmm...budak kelas aku ni, sumenya kreatif2 and good in making comments. Me? Just follow the flow. hehe... And the performance was quite good la. Sume budak Kirkby ni ada bakat in performance rupanya. Ada yang acting, dancing, doing acapella. Amazing!!! Pastu, the best actress plak disandang oleh kawan aku, Cik Beda The Witch. Apa lagi nak cite ye? Dah la 2...let's enjoy the photos! haha :D

Tentatif Program

During the fashion show competition.

Dr Karuna. My linguistic's lecturer which was one of the models. :)

Aku masuk games cari gula-gula dalam tepung wif bday girl, yuyui yg comell

tak sangka smpai seluruh badan ak diselaputi gandum =='

Program 16 Mei dimulakan dengan ucapan oleh Madam Bis a.k.a our college president

Persembahan 'caca marba' oleh Mih Foo and the Gang =='

With Bobo Kirkby. :D

The witch! haha...act, that was beda's characters. Tapi topinya dicuri oleh nabila. HAHAHA

Comel tak Kak Ton

Wif my cutest rumet..aliya :)

My class performance. Where am I? -,-

Jarang boleh bergambar dengan Ina ni. I am the lucky one! yohOOoo! 

The witch and the balloon..haha

Setiap orang akan dapat bunga ni n mesti pakai kat tangan.

Buku tu plak aku baca time orang duk sibuk baca perutusan.

Ngantuk doe! haha

At least aku x tido :D

I'm the tallest! bhahahahahahahaha

Geng koko. Yang kat tengah tu la ketua performance kami.

Mama Syaima yang garang..kikiki :)

Kasut kami sama 

Sweet x? haha :)

Sweet wishes from us, students' of University of Hertfordshire, UK.

#FutureTeachers #Chumilllsss #LiverpoolHall #KitaGeng

Last but not least, I want to give a deepest gratitude to my teachers who have been taught me throughout my life: 

1) My first teachers, mom and dad who taught me the meaning of life since I was a child

2) Teachers of Tabika KEMAS, Kejil

3) Teachers of SK Langgar

4) Teachers of SMK TG Ampuan Intan

5) Lecturers of UiTM Dungun, Terengganu. Even for a while, they gave me the best memories ever. I love you, esp. my BEL lecturer, Miss Amilin

6) Lecturers of Kirkby International College

Thank you so much. Without all of you I will never be what I am today. And one day I will become one of you, if Allah wishes :)

That's all for now. Such a long entry. Thanks for reading :)

#Be positive in life

p/s: Exam 2 minggu je lagi :(

      Pray for my success readers :)

~BIG at PD~

Time passed so quickly. This year gonna be my first year of degree at KIC. We registered as a degree student on 7th January 2013 and then, 8th Jan, we went to a camping at Port Dickson. Double what? so quick! I did not make any preparation and then MUST join this camp for 4 days. OMG, I really can't accept that! This camp is called Bina Insan Guru which is needed for all teacher trainees to go through this for each sem in degree which means, 8 times? (if i'm not mistaken). Whatever it was, i'd have gone through all of that things. Many kind of feelings i could feel. Angry, sad, tired, happy (really?), moody, nervous and many more. I just can't describe all of them. Let's us just enjoy the photos. :)

Our campsite

Me, aina, nabila, ida n ina(the photographer) are in the same group.

so lucky!hihi :)

From left, aina, ina, ida n the shy me...kikiki :P

some of my group members

4 of them were our facilitator.

Some of KIC students who joined this camp.

LDK that was handled by Ustaz Zul. He is really funny. Kelantanese. 

Love to call Usha.

Jaja n put, my group members.

As you can see, we're not eating while sitting on a chair

No chairs available. Sometimes, when it came to lunch,

we had to stand sitting while boiling our body. huhu :(

Beach trekking which can be considered as jungle trekking

We walked along the beach.

It was quite challenging when we had to go through 

the place that had many dangerous slippery big rocks.

During the trekking, we found a unique flora. It looks

like a pineapple but it's kinda weird.

Two lovely couple..=='

Beautiful sky in the evening.

Our camp was continued in our college as well.

We need to do LDK (grouping works)

This time we need to promote our product.

We choose a food product which is called 'craquelin veloutes'

It is actually a nutritional biscuits.

Two talented promoter from our group, the funny ida

n my friend, nabila.

Last but not least, my group members that are so awesome!

A cheers that was created by us :)

Unfortunately, i did not have the chance to take some pictures during the water activities. Actually, water activities was really challenging. It was the activities that i afraid the most. I don't know how to swim and that makes me nervous doing those kind of activities. During this camp, we did canoeing and rafting. I'd been rafting before at Pangkor. But i'm having a difficult time canoeing because this was the first time for me and my partner do this kind of activities. So, what happenned? Our raft capsized...huhuhuhu ;'( Luckily, nothing bad happens. After this, i must work really hard for the water based activities as i have to overcome my

phobia with the water...I must do it and i can do it...

Because I'm.............................................

THE FUTURE TEACHER!

That's all for now..

bye! :)

# be positive in life 

p/s: i've got my 3rd HPV injection today. *sakit* :(