Assalamualaikum and hi to my blog readers (I hope someone
will read this hahaha). This time I will share my experience about my second
phase of practicum which is during 26th July until 7th
September 2015 which is about 2 years ago. Hahahha.. It was already such a long
time ago, but I hope my experience can help the juniors a.k.a future trainee
teacher or someone in the field of education. J
During this practicum I was partnered with my inspiring and
supportive friend which is Atin. She is very reliable (sometimes she can be
annoying too hahhaha jk) and helpful and I had learnt sooo many things from
her. Thank you so much Atin. She had spent 2 months staying at my home since my
home is near to the school. This is the first time someone which is my friend
who stayed at my home for such a long time. Thank you again Atin for being sooo
patient and willing to accept my family for who we are. I’m soo thankful to
have her. Since this blog post was not supposed to be an appreciation post for
her, I should stop telling about her I guess… hahhaha… but again, she is such a
good friend. Honestly, it took years for me to invite my friend stay at my
home, but it only took seconds for me to make a decision that she can stay at
my home for the whole practicum when we first decided to do practicum at SK
Jerong. Her personality makes me never doubt that. Even my best friend never
slept at my home, but she is just a friend (b4 we become close after the
practicum) that I choose and I think that I never make a wrong choice.
Ok, back to my teaching experience, this time around I was
assigned to teach Year 4 Bestari students. This is the first class of Year 4
which has 32 students. They were sweet at first, but as the time goes, I found
that it was very hard for me to handle them. They were from mixed abilities and
many types of learners. I found it hard to handle the boys especially when i
did activities that need them to move around. I remember one time where I conduct
a group activity that need an active involvement of all group members, but 2 of
the boys refused to get involve and just sit at their seat ignoring me. I was
mad at first, but I controlled my expression and let them be because I’m afraid
that I will do thing that wasn’t supposed to do. As a result, they became
inactive for the whole lesson. So, before I end my lesson I gave some moral
values for the class and advise them to make sure all the group members be
responsible in the group and not only the good one.
After that, I ask the two inactive students to help me carry
my things to the teacher’s room. Before they went back to class, I ask them
personally why they behave like that. One of the students said that he did not
understand about the activity. He only understands when I teach him at first,
but when he needs to complete the activity based on what they have learnt, he
already forgot about it. At that time I felt so guilty for having bad thought
about him during the lesson. Then I give him some advice and make he promised
me he never behave like that again.
Then, there come the second boy. Based on the previous exam
result that I got from their teacher, I found that he is one of the weakest
students in the class. He is also someone who will not look at my eyes when he
talked to me. At first I thought he was rude because he always play around
during my class without respecting me. He is. But as I analysed his personality
and his family background, he is someone that needs attention. When I talked
personally to him, he was able to talk politely to me and he said that it was
hard for him to understand what I taught. There comes again the sympathy and
caring side of me. After that incident, during my class I always called out
their name or use their name as the character during my teaching (not forgotten
the other students too) to increase their confidence level and make them feel
appreciated. Sometimes or should I say most of the times I found that it is
really hard for me to go through this practicum and I don’t know why, but with
the help of such a motivated supervisor, Madam Linda, I was able to survive
till the end and was able to get an A for practicum this time too.
Alhamdulillah.
Actually, 4 Bestari class’s teacher is my primary school
teacher, Cg Rosmadi. He is still a handsome teacher that I’ve known before.
Then, I’ve help him in handling 5 Bestari students for the class decorations
and competitions for Merdeka Celebration. It was a very great experience that I
can use if I was selected as the class teacher in the future. But I think one
of my flaws during this practicum was when I only focused to 4 Bestari students
all the time without getting close to other students. Hahaha… This things lead
to jealousy from other student from different class which is not good. I think
I should fix this in next practicum. However, who can be blamed since I’ve
taught this class for everyday and again the class teacher is my former
teacher. Huhuhuhu… L
One of the interesting stories during this practicum was
when one of year 5 students, a boy, broke up with her girlfriend because of me.
Hahahhahaha… Yes, primary school students nowadays are advanced, uolsss. This
cute boy named Mohamad and people called him Mamat is soooo adorable. He once
came to me and gave me a teddy bear key chain which I still kept till now.
Oops! Don’t get me wrong. Hahahhaha… when I first saw him I was attracted to
him and kept saying that he is cute and I never thought that it will become
serious hahahha… Young kids are soo innocent. He is in Year 5 whereas his
girlfriend is in Year 6. Her girlfriend came to me and said that they have broken
up because of me. She said that in a happy tone actually. Hahahhahah… She said
that Mamat like me more than her… hahhahahaha.. So cute of them.
As a conclusion, there were soo many things happened during
this practicum. Not to mention the 6 additional subjects that Kirkby students
had to take during this semester and all the subjects’ assignments need to be
completed and submitted during this practicum plus the original subjects for
this semester. Trust me, this semester was soo challenging and I am so proud of
myself that I was able to survive till the end. Thank you Allah s.w.t.
As for advises, if I can go through all the challenges, why
can’t you? Be confidence of yourself and never give up. There’s always a reason
for you to be selected to be in this profession. Cherish all the moments you
have and live your live to the fullest! Turn the bad things into good things,
InsyaAllah, you’ll be happy. Amin. J
One more things, I think that one of the best ways to handle
the misbehaviour student is by talking to them personally and make them feel
appreciated and close to you. As being suggested by the 21st century
characteristic of the teacher, one of them is that, a good teacher is a good
counsellor. So, do practice that. J
By the way, the 4 Bestari student are already in Year 6 for
this year and they will be taking an important examination (UPSR) soon. Do pray
the best for them. Fyi, the 4 Bestari students still keep in touch with me
until now and this shows how meaningful are them in my life. When I have free
time, I do reply their text even though I was barely remember each of their
names. But I will never forget that they were once my sweet students and I love
them. J
Now, let’s enjoy the photos! J
First day on the way to the school wearing the same colored clothes. hehe
After school, singing session in the rain at the park. hehehhe
My clingy practicum mate as you can see
Acting session for the BM coursework. She's not the student, she's atin by the way.
Typical selfie in the car with arabic version of Atingg
4 Bestari's students.
3 Bestari's students.
With one of the girl that insisted that her hometown is the same as me
With year 6 students during the school camp
Where's me?
Meet my new friend, Hafizul, practicum teacher from different school.
Year 6 students during that camp.
Syaraf and Fatma, practicum partners of hafizul.
Our most favourite lepaks place during this practicum, 7e.
Some props for the drama competition for the last pair teaching observation,
4 Bestari students.
During solat hajat. But we came after the solat hajat. hahahhaha... n here's a selfie of us
They said we look like a happy family
7e's boss, Tappa, my schoolmate. hehe
Cute keychain from Mamat. :)
Selfie time.
Meet Cg Rosmadi, my former primary school teacher.
Cg Rosmadi again
Done final observation.
Yeayyyyyy!!!!
4 Bestari students.
Last class of year 2. The most hard-to-handle-their-naughtiness students
4 Bestari students again. kekkekeke
Besides teaching English, our other specialties is in handling 'senamrobik'.
The decorations by my air tangan. hahhahahah
Brought Nilam to my school.
Decorations for MBMMBI corner is in progress.
Buttons as memorable gift for 4 Bestari students,
Done the decorations!
my favorite people. :)
That's all for now. Thanks for spending your time here :)